These days I've just been itching to write.
Don't have a particular topic I'd love to talk about, just a whole chunk of random thoughts I'd like to get out of my system.
Yesterday, I wrote a post about self-loving, but deleted it after. I just felt like it wasn't 100% genuine, and reading it again and again makes me feel uncomfortable. I knew it wasn't the right time to be talking about something like that when I still have so much about myself to further improve on.
I guess life is always a work in progress.
Sometimes you may feel so great about yourself, but then all of a sudden something will pull you straight down to the rock bottom. I guess that's why it's always important to stay humble and true to yourself.
There's so much about me that I still need to work on- especially on the inside. I've been so cold and hard because of my job, it forces me to grow. I feel like I'm lacking compassion, and losing my innocence. There are days where I feel so numb and emotionless. So odd, for someone like me who's known for being emotional.
I want to find peace in myself again.
Maybe what I need is a lot of soul-searching. Maybe I need to lose a bit of my sense of control and live a little. Let go. Go outside more often. Talk to more people. Learn about life and the way the universe works. Engage in senseless conversations. Engage in meaningful conversations too. Spread love. Be happy for others.
Maybe this is the year I have to start giving back for all I have received in the previous year. Now it's time to work on bettering myself, by empowering others.
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