Translation: To me, people need to start being sensitive about your feelings now. It's always you who are taking care of other people's feelings. They think that you're always happy go lucky, never having your own sad moments that's why whenever they're upset, they'll always confide in you. But you're strong. Inside and out. That's why I'm really proud of you. You don't let people in easily. I love you... the amount of understanding you've given me is more than what I've offered you.
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Some time ago, I was confiding in a friend about something. She's not really the type to give advices most of the time, so I was surprised at the truth of what she said out of a sudden. It's such a short paragraph made of strong words that I've never heard from anyone else besides Luke. It hits me hard how this person knows me so well. How she knows that there's still a human being behind this girl who's always all smiles. That I was still capable of being sad or hurt by words and actions.
I just thought of this piece of advice again when something happened tonight, that cuts me a little deep inside. Even if it was something as minute as that, I know it was meant to hurt me. The heart can't lie, and it'll show. It has shown. If I'm taking one step backwards from you, it's only because I'm protecting myself from being hurt this way again. I'm sorry.
Please, just let me have the right to be upset tonight.
I'll be okay tomorrow.
Please, just let me have the right to be upset tonight.
I'll be okay tomorrow.
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